Friday, December 24, 2004

Swades

Santosh
Seen this good movie on 24/12/2005 with my friend siri. Before you start reading this post just don't think that this bugger got inspired by seeing a moive, huh, I used to hate people who get inspired seeing movies but this time it was my turn. Yes, i liked this movie but can't say that I am inspired..because I am still in bangalore, did not resign, still working for the company....lol. But for sure i liked this movie. Ok, its not because of the song " Yunhi Chala Chal " nor becasue of Shahrukh Khan's or Gayatri Joshi's acting. It was the concept, yes it was the concept of finding happines in helping your own country people, it was the concept of finding happines in seeing others smile, it is the concept of working hard, it is the concept of project managment :)...yes hell lot of things...i learnt a lot...

Then what i am doing here, i am really not sure, i want to earn money...for what...live happliy....but i will be more than happy if i help others...huh, i can do it from here..but again how...give out money...funding...nonsense..why would i do that. I never knew what is going to happen to that money. So, whats the best option..go to a place where people really need me. May be i am at the rite place...may be my company needs me more than anyone do...but again, its only my skills and dedication they need from me...which they can get from others and there many wating.

No one whats to go back to a remote place and start helping others...I am one among them...huh, sharuks dialog...i am `kudgarz`... may be i am, no i am. Then why don't i change myslef...why am i still here....i really don't know...what do i want to do....go out with my girl friend spend sometime talking to her..earn some money..do some programming which i like to do...spend sometime ion internet..blog...dam..whats going in my life...why am i not moved by all those people who aer suffering because of some or the other problem...like education, money...ok, i have both of them now...no i don't have enough money...i will earn enough money and go and help people...enough money...how much is enough money...how much do i want to earn...how much do i want to save...why do i want to save...i am going out of topic...Swades....

i ask myself, why? why? why? why?...i am not sure why?...i want to help others but i am not doing so...my be i don't want to..no i want to....god damit...whats happening with me...huh, Swades inspired me...


Conclusion...i will be happy if atleast one person changes after seeing that movie...so, i say its a must see movie....I don't want to write more...i am confused, fed up of asking question to myslef..ok, let me be happy by seeing others helping others...dam I am Kudgarz...

Ye Jo Des he mera..Swades..he mera...

4 comments:

Anuradha said...

Great minds think alike, last night I also wrote on Swades...

-Anu

phucker said...

Hey Santosh,
great post. I think it sums up what most of us twenty/thirty-somethings feel about our life currently. What you wrote fits my mind EXACTLY!

Santosh S Kumar said...

Dear Anuradha,

Wow, just realized I have a great mind ;). To see if we really think alike I read my post and then yours...first thing i observed was mistakes...somewhere i wrote whats instead of want..lol..want to do..my figures are not able to catch up with the speed of brain.....

Seriously we really think a like...not kidding ha...

-Santosh

Santosh S Kumar said...

Hi TTG,

Thank you, your name please? what do you think will 30+ or 40+ will be thinking....

-santosh kumar s